suasana hatiku

Dalam kesendirian ini
ku berdiam diri
dan ku resapi
hidupku . . .
Duniaku . . .
Cinta serta karirku
raga ini mulai rapuh
dan mungkin hampir trjatuh
ku tyada berkawan
ku kesepian dtengah keramaian
bila airmata adalah pengobatya
tangizan kan ku lontarkan
sekuatnya harapan
dinding hatiku terasa hampir roboh
walau ku bertahan
sungguh sulit beratnya beban
inilah hidup
sunguh sulit tak terelakkan
pahit maniz haruz ku enyam
tanpa bisa ku lawan
yang slalu ku ingat
ku akan tetap bersemangat
dan katakan
AKU PASTI BISA
dan aku mampu

the light

look up in the sky
i loose my eyes in the sky
i leave my eyes in the sky
at a day as bleu as the eyes of an ocean
at a night...as mines
i see the handwrtie of angels at the clouds
i look for your name
i remember
i am not alphabet
i bacame a strange hilogriph myself
i look up at the sky
it is evrywhere
what a plain ecran
i can write the roman of universe on it
the death of the stars
and the rainbow of supernova's haires
after their suicide
i feel that i am up
i fly
i remember my legs are still teid to the ground
it is my soul that hover
waves among the highways of ups
a decende on the face of a star
i write
i write YOUR name
i write the meaning of YOUR name in evry language
even if i do not speak
i look at night at the face of the sky
nest of stars
a puzzel to solve
or a hidden language to speak
decode this tructure
i am lost in this universe
i look everwhere i am hanged
beauty is killing
YOUR love brings back life
the sadic nature if istatica
the sadic itatica of nature
do something eles with beauty
find anonther meaning of it
invent an onther method to contact
i see the dark shadow of an illusinary love
and the white shadow of the real one
and the blue phantomic print of the sky
the white colored...white painted snows
i remember it is my birthday
or my rebirthday
i should find an other description for the things
i should rename the things .........once
what should i call you then?????????
what should i call your care then???????
melting down in looks???
the mirror of me???
i look at the sky
i see the notes of the melodies of YOUR smile
the thunder of my cry
i look evrywhere .......i see you
am i in you???
or
you are in evry thing???
i find no mirror to look at me
fortunatlly
i will loose in looking at YOU
i am hanged in YOUR space
am i lost in YOU???
or
YOU are hidden in me???
to faces of the same thing
i am very lost
and YOU are the very existing
befor i give up thinking about
i decide not to think about
i sit down not to think
while i think about nothing
i use this lesure
to think about YOU
i shout
i live ....i die..... for YOUR sake
THOU ART the light of the heavens and earth

Renungan malamku

Dalam gelam remang malam
tubuh ringkihku trgolek lemaz
tak berdaya . . .
Nafas tersengal udara yang membeku
meringkuk diam dbwah pelukan sulam kain pemberian budaku
ku dapat kehangatan
walau dalam pikiran sangat mencekam
ku coba tuk terpejam
ku tekan agan2
ku renung kan
menjadikan sbuah semangat baru
tiang dari hidupku
tujuan dari persingahan hidupku
yang teruz termakan waktu
deru sang bayu menyetakan ku
membawaku kembali
mengukir hari2
membiaskan mentari

Dibalik egoku

Mgkin terlalu ego ku yg tinggi
mengalahkan prasaan dalam hati
untaian kasih didasar hati hnya untukmu
tercipta karenamu
sifatku yg keras mgkin membuatnya tertu2p
dibalik hatiku tak bisaku tanpamu
tak dapatku melepasmu
dalamy ragaku
tersimpan nafasmu
dinadiku,mengalir desir2 darahmu
kehidupanku hanya untukmu,
karna kasihku rasa cemburu meraja didada
membuat buta arahku
membuat ku tak melihat
kesungguhan rasa
tak kau dapat itu
tak kau mengerti
cobalah memahami
cobalah resapi.
Dan temukan akhir yg bhagia
temukanku dsampingmu selamanya
kan slalu untukmu

Sepi

Ternyata . . .
Sepi menyiksaku
hampa menegelamkan ku
sunyi menusuk sukma ku

hadirmu . . .
Senyum indh kan trsunging
maniz untuk mu
dekap hangat
kan slalu untukmu
canda tawa
kan membingkainya

kemana . . .
Kau pergi
dimana . . .
Dirimu berada
im lose u in the moment
im lonely . . .

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bulir2 asa teruz ku terjang
tak kan kurasa sakit tertikam emosi
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semua itu memang terlahir karena harapanku
tercipta karena mimpiku
ku mau dan ku harus mampu
gelap membingkai perjalanan itu
tak apa . . .
Kisah ini akan tetap tertuang
akan tetap mengalir
sampai batasan waktu itu ku gapai
kugengam erat
dan ku peluk kedalam dekapan memoriku

I LOVE U MOM

Depelukanmu . . .
hanya damai yang kurasa
getar2 indah dalam dada
perasaan cinta yg mengelora
kasih sayang tanpa batasan

Digengam erat tangnmu . . .
ada kekuatan yg mengalir untuku
ada desir2 dorongan batin untuku
ada semangat mengebu2

Dalam manis senyumu . . .
Rangkaian mimpi indah kau sematkan
cerita dan nyanyian kau dendangkan
hingga hanya ketentraman ku rasa

Dalam setiap amarahmu . . .
Tak kan ada benci tersemat
namun ribuan cinta dihatinmu
untuk menuntunku
membinaku dan mengarahkan mimpi2ku

ibu . . .
Rinduku selalu untukmu
hati ini slalu memangil namamu
ibu . . .
Gadis kecil yg tersesat ini selalu ingin dekatmu
ibu . . .
Walau tyada mata ini dapat memandang setyap waktu
tapi hati ini selalu ada namamu

i love u mom